I miss childhood so much! Remember the days when there was no way that Santa WASN'T real, and the whole family's priority was to ensure milk and timtams where left for the pudgy old man, as well as a carrot or two for his reindeer?
Now, the second I think of the word 'Christmas' a million thoughts begin buzzing around my head;
Food, too much, presents, family dinners, family lunches, chocolate, leftover food, turkey, ham, ham, how yum is ham, pudding, fruit cake, carbs, fat, sugar, binging, purging, over & over, weight gain
the list is endless.
Then I think about all the lucky people who have a normal relationship with food and what they must think when they hear the words December 25th...
How bliss that must be. Well I hope their holiday is truly enjoyed, without paranoia and constant anxiety around food.
And for all of you who are also shitscared about the next few days, just think: This time next week you will look back, and you will either have failed dismally, or you will have managed 'ok'. Either way, it will pass and dwelling on it will only get you down even more. One day, all of us will find happiness.
Merry Christmas(:
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